Dark Loneliness

Dark Loneliness
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Loneliness is a form of Darkness, and Darkness is Loneliness.
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Designed By: Yaru Ali - Artistic Edge
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Missing People

Missing People
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Missing People
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I miss you

When u r not here... !

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Designed By: Yaru Ali - Artistic Edge

Home Alone

Home Alone
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Very colorful Graphic Designing on a picture..
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By Yaru Ali - Artistic Edge
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A Lonely Bench

 

Alone Bench (Designed By: Yaru Ali)

DASHT E TANHAI (ENGLISH VERSION)

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In the desert of my solitude, oh love of my life, quiver
the shadows of your voice,
the mirage of your lips

In the desert of my solitude,
beneath the dust and ashes of distance
bloom the jasmines and roses of your proximity

From somewhere very close,
rises the warmth of your breath
smouldering in its own aroma,
slowly, bit by bit.

far away, across the horizon, glistens
drop by drop
the falling dew of your beguiling glance

With such tenderness, O love of my life,
on the cheek of my heart,
has your memory placed its hand right now

that it looks as if
(though it's still the dawn of adieu)
the sun of separation has set
and the night of union has arrived.
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A lonely walk in winter

 

A Lonely Walk
in Winter ..
Without U...
is Extreme Loneliness ... !

Do not blame

Do not blame Heaven
And do not blame earth
For your loneliness.
You are travelling the ways of loneliness
Because your mind has not tried to conquer
The darkness of frustration-frown.

I am waiting

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I am waiting
&
hoping
&
wishing for the time,
when we can be together again..
I Miss You .. !

When I lost you

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You took my fears away,
And made them true,
You took my love away,
And ripped my heart out too,
You took my laughter away,
And my happiness too,
And let all my sadness,
And tears get through,
The rest of me that was left,
Also left with you,
I lost my self ,
When I lost you.
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LONELINESS WITH OUT U .... !

LONELINESS
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Hate, anger, frustration,
How does one survive?
Confusion, distraught, depression.
Why even be alive?

Screaming, running, sobbing,
Everyone is swarming.
Yelling, crying, dying.
Does someone really care?

I sit alone now, all by
Myself with no one else.
They've all left again for good,
And I am once again alone.

I only have friends when
They need a place to hide.
Does that make them love me?
"My basement's always open. . ."

I sit alone again and cry,
For the friends I wish I had,
But will never see.
All I get are words, in threes.

They speak to me softly,
Worry in their faces.
Do they care? Or is
Their worry worthless?

It hurts at the end,
As we all know, but
After that we don't
Know how to go.

Dante once said that sinners go
Where it is dark and dank,
And in the hot below,
Down where Hades rules.

But do we know
Where people go
After their loneliness
Has got to them.

Why stay here where it's sad,
When you can live happy,
No longer alone,
No longer afraid.
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¤۩۞۩ஜ YARU ALI ஜ۩۞۩¤

Yaru's Collections by Artistic Edge

A lonely girl at a beach with Sunset

Loneliness is darkness

Tanhai Andhera Hai
Eik na Khatam honey wali raat
Kabhi nahi jata ye andhera
Tum kabhi so nahi saktey
kiyunke tanhai eik khuaf peda karti hai.

Dard-e-Tanhai Me

Bechainian hein
sansen ruki hein
tanhaiyon me
teri kami hai . . .

Aankhon me aansu thamte nahe hein
kese hein ye pal
kattey nahe hein . . .

Dard-e-Tanhai me . . .
Dard-e-Tanhai me . . Dard-e-tanhai me . .e . .

Pholon ki ye shakhen hein kanto se saji
Mitne se na mite gi dil ki ye bebasi
Jo Hum pe guzri hai betay TUM pe kabhi
TUM ko bhe yad ayen beeti baten sabhi
mushkil hai khushion se gham ka milna yahaan . .
sholon me lipta hai mere dil ka jahaan . . .

Dard-e-tanhai me . . Dard-e-tanhai me . . Dard-e-tanhai me . .

Aise bhe Hum jiyen gay
kabhi socha hi nahe
jo sapne toot jayen
wo jurrte phir nahe
dasti hein yadon ki parchaiyan teri
Awara is dil ki koi manzil hi nahe . . .
Sahil se ye lehren kiyun hoti hein juda
Aankhon Se ye aansu
Tujhe detey hein sadaa . . . . .

Dard-e-Tanhai me . . Dard-e-Tanhai me . . Dard-e-Tanhai me . . e . .

Loneliness

Loneliness gives birth to future joys
Or at least that's what I've been told
But I long for the tender touch of someone
I'm so tired of being so cold.

Loneliness can be a state of mind
But I'm not so sure I agree
'Cause loneliness is starting to take its toll
Understand, inside, I feel so empty.

I want someone to tender my heart
Someone who will care about me
And take me out of this dark lonely place
Into the light and just love me.

I'm going to DIE

Oh my God.

I am going to die.
I'm going to die.
I'm gonna die
I'M GONNA DIE!!!

Thank God math was my last class
And that it was near the end
I don't think
That I would have lasted a second more

Oh my God, I can't believe this, I can't, I can't!

This all started with the test coming back
Joy.
I went up to get mine
Good I was in my desk before I saw my grade;
I may have collapsed otherwise
The last stretch lasted forever and a second
I held together barely
No one else ever cried, so I wouldn't
I would NOT

My friend waited in the hall
As I walked out
Stay calm
Steady
Calm, and steady
"I am dead" said I
They guessed something was up
With my grade
By seeing my face
Guess it wasn't much of a facade, anyway
Thank God I sat in the back
No one else could see me there

Collect things from locker
Steady, and calm
Calm, and steady
No hysterics
Or crying
Or screaming
Or dying
Friend asks what my grade was

Breath catches
Swallow, breathe
Calm
Steady
Calm, and steady
"I got an 84"
They laugh
A mistake
They should know better
They say I'm overreacting
I glare

"This is the worst grade I've ever gotten in Math-on a TEST!"
Or in social studies, or reading
Or science or research
Or Spanish or English
Or anything except for one test
A spelling test, in 3rd grade
I got a seventy
In third grade!

Homeroom
Or hell, if you prefer
Calm.
Steady.
Steady and calm.
My eyes burn
No crying!
Breath is accelerated
I read
My favorite book, in fact
And I forget the test...
For about ten minutes
And then I bite my lip off
For the next five

And then the bus ride
I turn the music up
All the way; my ears hurt
And try very hard not to think
My palms are slick
I have to monitor my breathing
And still I hyperventilate, anyway
I can't cry now
If I start, I won't stop,
And people will ask why

Someone talks to me
I would usually pretend not to hear
And secretly listen to their every word
But now I don't listen
I concentrate on each syllable of the song
I can't let the outside world invade

Off the bus
Calm, and steady
Steady, and calm
Stop hyperventilating
With those shudder-y breaths
Just listen to the damn music
Thank God someone invented rock
My brother says something
"Shut up"
He keeps it up
I repeat myself
And I am truly surprised by the fact
That I repeat myself in a shriek
Not yelling, or screaming,
But halfway in between
He wonders why I'm "mad"

I need distraction
I dump my backpack and my clarinet-
I took it home to play to help my nerves
I go back outside
And finish some yard work
My brother will be happy;
He was meant to help
It's something I've never done before
I've never gotten a B on a test before, either
It wasn't even a B plus
Just a B

Did I mention I'm going to die?
Damn these high expectations
Self-inflicted evils
I'm a straight-A student
If my parents don't kill me
I'll die from waiting for them to finish the job

I finish all my homework
Again, something I never do, not until seven-
Trembling
Calm, and steady
I bribe my brother with candy
To get off the stupid computer
So I can log on
And type
About my personal apocalypse
And impending doom
I must come out alive
Yeah, right
I am shaking as I type

So say I overreact
So say I am being stupid
Maybe you are right
But if sometime when grades come out
My poems and comments stop coming,
Don't say I didn't tell you so . . . .

You left me all Alone

As it turns from light to dark
My friends are all sleeping
But me, I can’t go to sleep
I’m wide-awake weeping
Just the thought of when I lost you
Makes me oh so sad
I remember it like it was yesterday
I felt so horribly bad
Everything was fine
Well that was what I thought
I loved being around you
And all the happiness you brought
The hugs and the kisses
Were so perfect to me
The connection between us
Was so easy to see
We were so close
It was like we could count as one
But then we split up
It was over we were done
Now I wish you would take me back
I want us to be together
I guess what I want doesn’t matter anymore
To you it’s like whatever
It’s also so hard for me
To see you walking down the street
I start remembering so many memories
They’re so hard to defeat
Its like they come back to haunt me
Every once in a while
Every little thing about you
Even your beautiful smile
The thought makes me sad
It all makes me melt inside
These are the feelings that I feel for you
The ones I’ve been trying to hide
But I can no longer do it
It’s killing me so fast
I thought we had it good
But I guess it couldn’t last
I don’t know what went wrong
Maybe it was too good to be true
Not knowing makes me go insane
I don’t know what to do
It makes me burn up inside
I can’t fight it anymore
I try to build a wall
But it always finds a door
I can’t quite find the reason why
You left me anyway
I treated you so well
I was so sure you would stay
Now I can’t get you out of my head
I miss you very much
I miss you not being here with me
And I miss your gentle touch
You had such a nice body
Not to mention a good complexion
You were always so smart
I miss your perfection
You were very kind
You always walked me home
Now I walk by myself
You left me all alone...

Alone man in a blue winter

This is what I chose
Then why do I feel so dead?
This emotion I cannot name
On the run with a price upon my head

Words I cannot form
Thoughts I shudder to speak
Courage long gone
My words numbered, my actions meek

Tears become acid
As they stream from my eyes
I cannot control the sobs
When I think of all the lies

I had to do this, it’s the only way
I have to keep my distance
I have to stay away
“We never really fit” I say

My life in exile
Shunned by family and friends
I cannot bear it, too much to take
Please wake me when it ends

Unkempt sorrow
Pierces through flesh and bone
Realisation finally hit
I am alone...........

I AM ALONE, MOST ALONE WITHOUT U...

Everywhere I see Love, I think of You,
Everywhere I hear of Love, I think of You,
Every moment I think of Love, I think of You,
Every word I read of Love, I think of You,
You are not just a person in my life,
You are the One I Love the most My Angel,
Please Come Back My Angel,
I need You the most in my Life..

I am selfish, but I need You,
I am Bad, but I need You,
I am Demon, but I need My Angel, that's You,
Ask God, how much I need You,
Ask God, how much I plead for You,
Ask God, how much I cry to seek You,
Its very hard to let you Go,
Even for Love I can't let you Go,
I am bad, You say me the worst Love ever,
But I still need You, its Only You,
You are the One I can't imagine to part off,
That's how badly I need You in my Life..

If My Love is a mistake, I accept it,
Scold me, beat me, or pull my hairs,
All physical pain I can still bear,
The pain in me without you is horrible,
Don't go away from me,
Please come back,
And give me your healing touch,
Forgive me Please, forgive me once for everything, and give the meaning to my life..

Life is not as we always think,
I will be with you for everything,
My Love for you is not a one night stand,
I want to be with you for whole of your Life..

Go away as far as you want,
I am waiting for You, don't know how long,
I won't hurt You for anything nor create any problem for You in your life,
I just Love You, and its the name I call You, my heart just chants,
I wish there could be an instrument to measure my Love,
Atleast I could show You how much I Love You..

Angel, I Love You so,
That I need only You,
Believe me My Angel, my Love is true,
And I just want it to be for Only You,
Life still goes on without You,
But it has no meaning of Love without You,
Without You I just feel a dead soul,
Where are You My Angel, please Come Back,
I am alone, most alone without You..

Loneliness

Loneliness comes and goes...
At nights and weekends it often grows...
The pain to face and mend...
From a heart bleeding inside...
Loneliness, without the touch...
Over time taking to much...
To cry, and shed the tears that fall...
For the one, and need to call...
To hear the voice and just say Hi...
From loneliness and a heart waving "goodbye"
Man and woman, different to be...
Blinded by loneliness, in the tears they cry...
Communication sought by just a few...
While others are making tracks for someone new...
To fill the void and lie...
Only to find loneliness in the tears they cry...
Pride for some will take...
The life of the other as love is foresaked...
And though it is not kind...
The loneliness we sometimes find...
But remember love does abound...
And one day again, will be found...
To create a life of happiness...
You must endure the trials of
"loneliness"

L O N E L i N E S S

I remember us
in the light of day
then darkness descended
as you walked away

i wish I could go back
to where it all began
to days filled with "i love you"
and walks in the sand

I want to ask
where i went wrong
but don't say anything
at all

Now my nights are lonely
theres no one to hold

the way that i'm living
still secrets untold

I lie around in bed all day
just staring at the walls
holding on to someone
that has long been gone

days are as cold as winter
my heart is turning to ice
why did you take
the warmth from my life

This loneliness is overwhelming
At times I can't breath
all i need is you
to bring me relief
this is where our story ends ...
and no of course
we cant be friends ...